26 lis 2009

Nocne

Wow, after I jumped it occurred to me life is perfect, life is the best,
full of magic, beauty, opportunity... and television... and surprises,
lots of surprises, yeah. And then there's the best stuff of course, better
than anything anyone ever made up, 'cause it's real.

You take a stranger by the hand,
a man who doesn't understand
his wildest dreams.

You walk across the dirty sand,
and offer him an ocean
wide he's never seen.

Maybe I was blind, alright,
a man of close mind.
Maybe I was dumb,
but what I forgot to say,
if you didn't know,
is never let me go,
never let me go,
never let me go,
never let me go.

You run from love and don't believe,
unless it catches you by the ear,
and even then you struggle.

From Red lsland across the strand,
your footprints still they are in the sand,
everything else washed away.

I may not be alone, oh I,
I may have found my home,
I may have lost my way,
but what I forgot to say,
if you didn't know,
is never let me go,
never let me go,
never let me go.





- Is someone there?
- No, just an echo.


feel like an accident waiting to happen. like old useless tree with some new roots.
feel like i don't know again. don't know which side i am on. don't know my right from left. or my right from wrong. i forgot that just couse you feel it doesn't mean it's there. so many reasons, so many ways. but i am not moving. don't want to. staying. just gotta find new impulse. yeah i think i feel good.



'The strangest thing has happened. I really missed my dog. That's never happened to me before. You know, on a long tour you do hear people saying they miss their pets. I never have. But last night I started really missing my dog. It's very odd, cause I don't have a dog'


yes, it's all about Bono's dog.

23 lis 2009

Dwie rozmowy miały miejsce ostatnimi dniami.

Pierwsza moralizująca. Wszystko pięknie. I ależ ja rozumiem! I ja to wszystko wiem! I wiem nawet, że jestem zajebista i że tutaj różni tacy kradną mój najlepszy czas. I że marnuję energię, i że powinnam wszystko olać i iść na przód. Tylko jakże może mnie pouczać ktoś, kto postępuje dokładanie tak samo jak ja. Się pytam.

Druga uświadamiająca. Zupełnie przypadkowa analogia. Daje do myślenia. Wbrew pozorom wszyscy jesteśmy tacy sami.


A teraz pora na oczyszczenie organizmu. Żeby było zdrowiej.